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1.02.2002
So Now It Actually Is SnowingWell, it's more of "wintery mix." It started with sleet. It's still sleeting, but it's snowing too. The ground is starting to cover up a bit now, but not the roads. I'm looking outside right now. It looks like a million diamonds just floating to the ground. It doesn't snow very often here. I suppose that's good too. If it did, I'd get tired of it and not appreciate it as much. I'm Thinking About Sending In An Application To Be A Writer For BackwashI'm afraid to. I can just imagine them sending me an e-mail saying, "Your column is the worst piece of garbage we have ever had the misfortune of reading." I could see that happening to me. They wouldn't want me. And if they did, they'd be sorry once they found out how awful I am. There are plenty of other good writers out there. There's no reason they'd want me. Although, what I just wrote sounds really weak and pitiful. You know, when I was younger, I wanted to be a writer. I even wrote this little story when I was in the second grade that my teacher really liked. She showed it to all the other teachers. Yeah, that was second grade. Okay, here's another example. When I was in the 9th grade, we had to do a project in English. I chose to rewrite Romeo and Juliet into a modern play. I spent about 10 days on it. I got up every morning and worked on it for about two or three hours. I worked on it in the evening. I reset it in the Land of Oz and renamed the play, "Nomeo and Dorothiet." It was cool. It also happened to be 35 pages long. I think that this would be a really cool thing to do. I just don't know if anyone else could think that I am good enough to do something like this. So if I were to do it, I'd have to come up with some main things to focus on. Main things to write about or find links on. Eclectic tastes of a mixed up stranger? Sometimes I'm 7, sometimes I'm 17 and sometimes I'm 27? That was stupid. Lego stranger from afar? Stupider than the last one. Not So Evil Enemy? A mixed up Two Face? -one is my real face and one is my fake, I'm just not always sure which is which. Well, that was the best one yet. And still it was bad. Okay, I need to get out of the mindset that the world has given me. I need to get out of the mindset that I am weird and unusual and worthless. Unusual, maybe. Worthless, no. A writer that cannot even come up with her own title, is not a writer. I like finding out what events in people's lives made them the people they are now. I like the process. People often forget the process and focus only on the end result. I like seeing how they got that end result. I like reading about other people's lives and adventures. I like life. I like pictures and books and daydreams. I like fiction and scifi and weird analogies. For example: Learning how HTML works is like trying to figure out how your VCR works. Or something like that. Brainstorming. Thinking. Philosophying. Is that even a word? I like being right. I like things to be right. I keep up with funny news events. I keep up with painful news events. I don't pretend to understand everything that goes on. Oh wait, yes I do. I'm a control freak who doesn't control things very well. Hmm. Control Freak With Nothing To Control? Best name yet.
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