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11.28.2007
An update from my last update. I have now changed blogs again, but I think this time it might be for good. Odd One Out: Reality with a refreshing slice of aspie Labels: aspie, blog, lastcrazyhorn, lch, odd one out (0) comments 9.03.2006
New DirectionI have decided to change blogs. I wanted to start blogging again, but I didn't want to have to completely revamp this one. So I just uprooted to a new location. It's called stoP And Inch North. Weird much? (0) comments 9.02.2006
NostalgicEvery now and then, I think about this place, just sitting here . . . doing nothing. It makes me sad, I guess. I mean, incredible as it seems, I started this blog back before 9/11. And since then, I have graduated high school, graduated college, written a book (currently being edited), made several lifelong friends, extended my horn range from 2 and a ½ octaves to 4 and a ½ octaves, found my soul . . . among other things, and discovered that life is worth living. Madness. (0) comments 11.06.2005
There was a point somewhere in my life where the phrase, "I'm thinking about taking my own life," took on another meaning beyond the self-centered one that I had previously known. For although I never heard the words out loud (personally or otherwise), they had always held a certain kind of charm for me. That is of course, until April 4th, 2005. My friend, really one of the only friends I had had in high school, was found dead in a bathroom . . . with a gun. And I couldn't go to his funeral, because I was out of town at the time. So I wasn't ever officially able to say goodbye. . . . Except online. I wish I could see your face once more. That's all I want. I swear. I'm sorry I couldn't have helped. (0) comments 4.04.2004
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Have you ever felt like all of your creative juices have been sucked out by the weight of the world??? I swear, I haven't written poetry in over a year. I've been too busy with college and life . . . Life, now there's a funny thing. I didn't used to have one. Now? Now it's just very busy. Sometimes I wonder why I'm a music major. The rest of the time I'm just glad that music exists, because it makes damn good sense to me! You know, I could become an alcoholic if I wanted to. Why would I want to though? It's not like I got up one day and said to myself, "Self--I think I'll be an alcoholic when I grow up." Neh. I just sort of think that I have the sort of personality that could definitely become addicted. However, as long as my schedule is so packed full that I barely have time to sit, eat, sleep or breathe . . . I certainly don't think I'll have enough time to do something like become addicted to alcohol or whatever. I've closed myself off to poetry. I don't think I can easily get that deep anymore. What the hell happened to me? Maybe I'll get it back someday. (0) comments 1.01.2004
Creative WritingJust a thought I want to try out . . . The vine pressed into my arm. Its thick green leafiness had already cut bright red welts into my skin. I had been fighting it for the past half hour. It had me by the arms and the legs; and now it was trying to loop a strand around my neck. Sweat dripped into my eyes, for I was unable to lift my hand to wipe it away. I noticed, with yet more unease, that my feet were losing purchase on the wet ground. I was creating two parallel muddy tracks as I was dragged backwards into the awaiting mouth. "No!" I shouted out. "I'm not ending my life like this! I won't be food for some homicidal plant!" I fought and cussed and kicked; but it was for no avail. The plant fought back by raising its sharp thorns and battering them down on my head and arms. Now, instead of sweat streaming down my face, it was now blood. I was nearly in its mouth and I knew I couldn't hold out much longer. I knew this wasn't a fairy tale. There was no happy ending here, ladies and gentlemen. And then suddenly I was in its mouth. I could feel its teeth begin to rip my warm flesh into bloody chunks. I screamed as I felt my arm ripped from its socket. I saw the blood stream down what was left of my skin and body and bone. And then, before I left the world as I knew it, I swear I heard the thing laugh and shout, "My, what a tasty morsel we have here!!!" And I shrieked--and everything went dark. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Interesting columnsOdd One Out Rubber Ducky, Still Holding On Common Sense for the Masses Bok Choy Gurl There Is No Spoon These come from Backwash.com. Cool place. (0) comments 11.06.2003
*gasps for air* Geez, how long was I under? I wonder if this thing still works. *pokes* Perhaps, perhaps. I guess I won't find out until I post it though. Alas. Oh btw, I'm a sophomore in college. I am a music education major with a concentration in instrumental. Yes. I am very well aware that I'm insane. Very. Eh, what can you do? Follow your dreams? Sounds good to me. If you can do it. Otherwise, find a way to be happy and move on. Don't get stuck in a rut. You can find yourself anywhere. Just don't forget to look in the mirror occasionally. Boy. That was deep. I should write that down. Wait! I already did. Ha. Maybe I should get back to my homework? Nah. No fun. I've missed this blog, I think. I wish I had time to work on it still. Time goes on. You can't stop it. Either it goes on, or you die. Life goes on or it doesn't. Want to stay the same? Die. Otherwise, new things happen all the time. Life is change. Deal with it. (0) comments 5.16.2003
 Congratulations! You are Catwoman! A little lawlessness never hurt anyone, right? Maybe not. Try to think about others more than yourself, okay? Which Batman Character Are You? brought to you by Quizilla (0) comments 1.09.2003
January, CrazySo, how goes all? I happened to poking around looking at new blogs, when I came across this really odd one. It's called SeAmingly Undone CE. It's really an odd little blog. I'm interested in seeing where it's going to go with what it has. (0) comments 11.30.2002
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My ApologiesMy apologies for not writing sooner. I am on Fall Break right now, and I finally access to a computer that will work Blogger. Oy. I have eleven classes, 18 hours and I'm liking life. You? (0) comments 8.25.2002
Just a quick update. I'm at school now. I'm on a friend's computer because my computer won't connect to the network. It's pissing me off. I can't say much, because I don't want to be a bother. So here's just a note. I'm fine, school's fine, and I think I'm an English major and music minor. (0) comments 8.15.2002
DroughtDon't you just love droughts? No? Me neither. Our county is going to have to declare a state of emergency, because our river has dried up. According to a paper around here, nearly half of the US is under moderate or extreme drought. It seems to be the worst drought for North Carolina. This all seems to point to global warming. I mean, just look at China. They've been having major weather problems there. It seems that the temps are a degree or two higher all over. That doesn't seem like much now, but think about that if it happens every summer. We've been in the mid-90's here, but think if it were to be 105 every day . . . and then 110, then 115, then 120 (which I've actually experienced, but not here). If the temps keep going up, bad things are going to happen for sure. (0) comments 8.14.2002
Morbid Test 101Looks like I just flunked too:  Would you survive a horror movie? Find out @ She's Crafty (0) comments 8.13.2002
More Roommate StuffRemember this post?. It was about my roommate from California. The weird, cool one. Well, yesterday I found out that she apparently cancelled on going to Mars Hill. I found this out when my new roommate called me up. Her name is Ashley and she lives in Stanley, North Carolina. She is
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On the plus side, she sounds really nice, and she has a refrigerator and a tv. I've recently decided to try to not judge people on how they express themselves. I don't like people doing that to me, so I'm going to try to do that with other people. I did it already with my sort of people- weird, etc. Now I'm going to try to do it with the cheerleader type. Now, here's some more info: She
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She likes the Powerpuff girls, and I like Batman. Her bedspread is orange, white and pink. Mine has spaceships on it. If nothing else, it will be a test of my character.  
But seriously, she sounded nice on the phone. (0) comments 8.01.2002
Hotter'n HellHell is seeming a bit chilly now compared to where I am. All you people out in the west complaining about your hot temps should come spend a week where I am. Heck, here it's 99 degrees and we've got to deal with the humidity on top of all those degrees. Gag. So now that the temps are skyrocketing, we have this other problem to deal with as well. Apparently this entire area where I live has been having a severe drought for the past 4 years. Now me coming from Oklahoma, where drought is a normal, if not expected thing, I didn't think too much of said drought. But as of today, my town (and many towns nearby) are now on mandatory water restrictions. What does that mean?
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Hi ThereWelcome to the website. It's nice to meet you. How are you doing? I'm just fine, thank you. Well, minus the fact that it's a FREAKING MILLION DEGREES OUTSIDE!!!!!! Other than that I'm just fine. Really! I'm currently trying to teach myself to whistle through my teeth. I've always wanted to do one of those high pitched, really loud kind of whistles. I found out this afternoon that I could actually make a whistle through my teeth. The problem comes in trying to make sure I can make that sound everytime I try, and trying to make it louder. A very worthy goal for the summer, I'm sure. Oh, and I'm moving into my dorm on August 22nd. Mars Hill College. Yay! (0) comments 7.20.2002
I'm Trying Out BlogchalkingGoogle! DayPop! This is my blogchalk: English, United States, Boiling Springs, Valerie, Female, 16-20! (0) comments Almost Like Old TimesI started this blog a year ago- nearly exactly. This site has gone through a few changes here and there (what site doesn't? Don't answer that). The reason that it's almost like old times is that I'm trying something new on here. Two sitemeters might seem a bit much, but I'm trying to decide which one I like better. I'm also trying to figure out which one is more consistent. . . accurate . . . reliable . . . etc. :-p (0) comments
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